*Insert being-home cliche here* 10 May 2004 - 6:05 p.m. What Kind of Drunk Are You? Brought to you by Rum and Monkey Gaaawwd. What can be said that hasn't already been said by people before me? Leaving was ... surreal? It still hasn't hit me that I won't see most people until September. Saturday morning went by in a blur of saying good-byes, packing, loading the van and cleaning. Very strange to do after hours of waiting around, without knowing what to do.. What DO you do in those last hours, when you're dead tired, can't think straight, have to pack but know that it's the last time you'll see your friends? Strange strange. Home has been fun so far, for the most part. Seeing my sister has been great - I forgot how hilarious she is. I think she is the most silly person I know. Saturday night me, her, her friend Courtney, mom and Stan went out to Mexi's, ate much fajitas, and commented that I looked "wrecked". Great. I collapsed (to sleep) quickly after at home. Sunday I spent with Myra and her cousin, going to the Parkdale Market, then Nat and I watched Queer as Folk after attempting to unpack. My room is full of boxes and I can't really get around easily. Today was sleeping. Began a bit of job-looking. Have so far spoken to Andrea and Tia over the MSN... got a taste of what the next four months will be like. Frankly it makes me quite sad. I have seen what has happened with a lot of my friends from high school while living in T.O, and I'm afraid the same thing will happen with T.O. friends. It will be a very odd next few years... but the option of staying in T.O. next summer makes things a bit better.. maybe? Who knows. How do people in university do it? It's a veritable emotional rollercoaster. And damn couples. It's an awful feeling when the people you're missing the most don't miss you the most. Insecurity sucks. Gaah.. more people on the MSN. It's all good. And good God, my parents are pissy. Actually the only things they have said to me are "Move your things out of the hallway" and "Get a job". My mom's sick too, which doesn't put her in the best mood. AND I can't type on this keyboard at all, since I'm used to my laptop, so this is taking me hours to write. Gaah! pass to the left ~ sail to the right